ever since u told me u r leaving.. i feel am distracted... am aparted to pieces i can't even gather up the remaining parts of me... i always has this lump in my throat ... i tend to fabricate any problem to just scream and cry... i'm dreaming of how can i reach u... how can i say goodbye... i just wanna give u the holy book to save u there... i just wanna c this kind tender eyes of urs... wanna feel this shy touch of u... i know for fact that when i c u, i'll know what i have to do... do i have to just wait for u untill u feel alive again... or to just go and leave u bec am not the one for u... ohhh.. i feel so small ... so incomplete... i just want to run away... to dive deep in the dark ocean i feel inside me... it's really so strange to be deeply attracted to someone u never saw ... u just feel him... u feel he's the stranger u drew in ur imagination ... am such fool... bs telling u the truth... being fool in the prison of ur love is better that being wise outside it... miss life... miss u
Am I Me? or Does the noise in my mind bother u!?
Thursday, November 23, 2006
The Mobile!
"The Mobile u have called may be switched off.. please try again later"
this is the message i hear everytime i try to call u..!!! this is unfair... i just need... and am telling u again... NEED.. to c u.. u're going to go away... i won't c u again.. why r u that inconsiderate... whenever i c u online... u tell me "u r always in my my mind"... "i wish i had a better chance to know u"... "init gad3a"..."i hope i can have a guy friend just like u"... oh u've been unfair to me.. u hurted me... why r u searching for another while am here... i know u feel u r lost... i know u r going to migrate to find urself in another place... to prove to the whole world u r creative, u r nice... but don't u believe that i deserve just a phone call to say.. hey... i'll miss u... i really can't get ur actions towards our relation... telling the truth u never told me anything... but u always tell me in another way.. NEVER tell me it's all from my own imagination... i do have mind.. i do have heart,,, i do have feelings... and i do love u!
miss life... miss u!
this is the message i hear everytime i try to call u..!!! this is unfair... i just need... and am telling u again... NEED.. to c u.. u're going to go away... i won't c u again.. why r u that inconsiderate... whenever i c u online... u tell me "u r always in my my mind"... "i wish i had a better chance to know u"... "init gad3a"..."i hope i can have a guy friend just like u"... oh u've been unfair to me.. u hurted me... why r u searching for another while am here... i know u feel u r lost... i know u r going to migrate to find urself in another place... to prove to the whole world u r creative, u r nice... but don't u believe that i deserve just a phone call to say.. hey... i'll miss u... i really can't get ur actions towards our relation... telling the truth u never told me anything... but u always tell me in another way.. NEVER tell me it's all from my own imagination... i do have mind.. i do have heart,,, i do have feelings... and i do love u!
miss life... miss u!
SOME OF THE BEST THINGS IN LIFE ARE FOR FREE"--
this is not mine..! but would like to share it!
- Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
- Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
- Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
- Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
- Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
- Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
- Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
- Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."