Monday, February 05, 2007
I'm shocked... i'm speechless... i can't even think... is it possible that when u find the one who can feel u, understand u and really can touch ur inner soul... u stuck in ur dreams!! u find he'll not fit socially & financialy & career wise...! eih bs el 3abat elli ba2olo dah.. aho kalam w khalas.. el mohm delw2ti.. mosh 3arfa how to reply for his proposal!
hope i was not me!
posted by My Corner at 9:21 am | Permalink | 12 comments
Am I Me? or Does the noise in my mind bother u!?
Thursday, November 23, 2006
ever since u told me u r leaving.. i feel am distracted... am aparted to pieces i can't even gather up the remaining parts of me... i always has this lump in my throat ... i tend to fabricate any problem to just scream and cry... i'm dreaming of how can i reach u... how can i say goodbye... i just wanna give u the holy book to save u there... i just wanna c this kind tender eyes of urs... wanna feel this shy touch of u... i know for fact that when i c u, i'll know what i have to do... do i have to just wait for u untill u feel alive again... or to just go and leave u bec am not the one for u... ohhh.. i feel so small ... so incomplete... i just want to run away... to dive deep in the dark ocean i feel inside me... it's really so strange to be deeply attracted to someone u never saw ... u just feel him... u feel he's the stranger u drew in ur imagination ... am such fool... bs telling u the truth... being fool in the prison of ur love is better that being wise outside it... miss life... miss u
posted by My Corner at 3:22 pm | Permalink | 9 comments
The Mobile!
"The Mobile u have called may be switched off.. please try again later"

this is the message i hear everytime i try to call u..!!! this is unfair... i just need... and am telling u again... NEED.. to c u.. u're going to go away... i won't c u again.. why r u that inconsiderate... whenever i c u online... u tell me "u r always in my my mind"... "i wish i had a better chance to know u"... "init gad3a"..."i hope i can have a guy friend just like u"... oh u've been unfair to me.. u hurted me... why r u searching for another while am here... i know u feel u r lost... i know u r going to migrate to find urself in another place... to prove to the whole world u r creative, u r nice... but don't u believe that i deserve just a phone call to say.. hey... i'll miss u... i really can't get ur actions towards our relation... telling the truth u never told me anything... but u always tell me in another way.. NEVER tell me it's all from my own imagination... i do have mind.. i do have heart,,, i do have feelings... and i do love u!

miss life... miss u!
posted by My Corner at 11:31 am | Permalink | 3 comments
this is not mine..! but would like to share it!
  • Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
  • Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
  • Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
  • Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
  • Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
  • Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
  • Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
  • Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."
posted by My Corner at 10:07 am | Permalink | 2 comments
Sunday, October 15, 2006
Arthur Ashe, the legendary Wimbledon player was dying of AIDS , whichhe got dueto infected blood he received during a heart surgery in 1983. From worldover, he received letters from his fans, one of which conveyed: "Why doesGOD have to select you for such a bad disease"?
To this Arthur Ashe replied: The world over -- 50,000,000 children startplaying tennis, 5,000,000 learn to play tennis, 500,000 learnprofessional tennis,50,000 come to the circuit, 5000 reach the grand slam, 50 reach Wimbledon, 4to semi final, 2 to the finals, When I was holding a cup I never asked GOD "Whyme?". And today in pain I should not be asking GOD "Why me?"
Happiness keeps you Sweet,Trials keep you Strong,Sorrow keeps you Human,Failure Keeps you Humble,Success keeps you Glowing,But only God Keeps you Going.....
posted by My Corner at 10:11 am | Permalink | 5 comments
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
i've been tagged again by MC, and unfortunately i won't be able to answer such tag only bec am not such erudite.. i do read.. but u might say that most of readings are novels, romantic stories.. keda ya3ny.. one of the most nice and intresting books that i read was "The Dalai Lama Medications" it was really nice.. but then.. everything evaporates.. that's why i never rememebr what i read before.. <-- need a doctor.. huh!? :oD

do u know what.. when i read MC's answers, or when i read others' blogs, sometimes i feel so poor.. i mean spiritually..may be dunno how to express.. sometimes language stops me, other times i just can't express many barriers infront of me..ah yes.. i got it.. i feel superficial.. this is the correct exprssion.. and that's why i adore reading blogs.. bs do u know what.. i won't stop.. !!
posted by My Corner at 9:26 pm | Permalink | 6 comments
I've been Tagged ya welad..lool
Sunday, August 13, 2006

awl ma Mr. X Tagged me fetest 3ala nafsy mn el de7k m3rfsh leeh..Thanks a million for taggaing ya Mr. X bs mosh 3ayza tarya2a LOL

1. هل أنت راض عن مدونتك شكلاً وموضوعاً؟
كل يوم والتانى بغير فيها لحد ما وصلت للشكل ده!! بس كل ما هعرف أعمل جديدة.. أكيد هتلاقوها
2. هل تعلم أسرتك الصغيرة بأمر مدونتك؟
بس أختى
3. هل تجد حرجاً فى أن تُخبر صديقاً عن مدونتك؟هل تعتبرها أمرا خاصا بك؟
مش كلهم الناس اللى بتفهم وتحترم خصوصيتى بس :o) قال عندى يعنى LOL
4. هل تسببت المدونات بتغيير إيجابى لأفكارك؟ اعطنى مثال فى حالة الاجابة نعم
أكيد على الأقل بحس إن فيه بشر حواليا فاهمين وليهم تفكير محترم وراق وكمان أنا أصلى اتجننت من كتر الهيافة إللى إحنا عايشين فيها إلا هو إنتوا ليه مش بشوفكم فى الحياة الواقعية!! LOL
5. هل تكتفى بفتح صفحات من يعقبون بردود فى مدونتك أم تسعى لاكتشاف المزيد؟
ليه الإحراج ده بأة .... hehehe تقدر يا سيدى الكريم تقول إنة بفتح Links إللى فى Blogs التانية ... and i like
Eptaiph's so
6. ماذا يعنى لك عداد الزوار.. هل تهتم بوضعه فى مدونتك؟
مفكرتش فى الموضوع ده قبل كده.. بس أهلاً بأى بلوجر يا شباب..

7. هل حاولت تخيل شكل اصدقائك المدونين؟ اعترف
هاهاها كتيييير .. تيجو نجرب !!
8. هل ترى فائدة حقيقية للتدوين؟
بحس إن فيه تفاعل ووتبادل آراء من ناس أنا حاسة إن ليهم آراء محترمة وكمان كتيير بحس إنه فضفضة!! ده أنا كل ما بلاقى وقت فى الشغل بجرى أشوف الناس كتبت إيه!!
9. هل تشعر أن مجتمع المدونين مجتمع منفصل عن العالم المحيط بك أم متفاعل مع احداثه؟
مجتمع له رأيه الخاص جداً جداً تيجوا نعمل رابطة
10. هل يزعجك وجود نقد بمدونتك ؟ أم تشعر انه ظاهرة صحية؟
لحد دلوقت محدش انتقد بس برده أهلاً وسهلاً .. يعنى هتيجى عليكم op: kidding
11. هل تخاف من بعض المدونات السياسية وتتحاشاها؟ هل صدمك اعتقال بعض المدونين؟
بالعكس أنا أول ما بدأت أشوف مدونات كانت سياسية وكان ليها دور كبير أوى فى حياتى عشان من خلالها شوفت حاجات وآراء مكنتش أعرف عنها
12. هل فكرت فى مصير مدونتك حال وفاتك؟
13. آخر سؤال : تحب تسمع أغنية إيه- بلاش صيغة آمال فهمى دى - ما الاغنية التى تحب وضع اللينك الخاص بها فى
يا واحشنى تلات سلامات
14. اكتب اسماء خمسة مدونين ليقوموا بهذا الاسقصاء بعدك
Fanta .

the rest u tagged them ya fandem :o)

posted by My Corner at 12:13 am | Permalink | 5 comments
I hated myself... but u deserve so..!!
Saturday, August 12, 2006
I feel bitterness, suffocated… want to cry… to scream.. u r killing urself.. u r leaving the past snap u, tearing u.. u r dieing in front of me.. u r living as dead ppl.. u r trying to smile, laugh, react with others and try to convince others u r leading a normal life.. Whenever I give myself a chance to just think that I'm only a negative person whose ... nothing…my only use in ur life is to let u think u r ok... OMG the way I shouted with u... the way I pushed unmercifully on ur weakness point that I'm the only one who knows; is because I want u to wake up... I'm fade up... I don't want u to pass through the same sequence that I've passed through my entire life, I really really feel so inhuman... so injured... so cold… so lonely... so strange between others... ppl look at me with sympathy in their eyes… as if am ya 3eeny case … JUST WAKE UP… NEVER EVER LET ANY BODY IN THIS WHOLE WORLD INFLEUENCE ON UR OWN LIFE… u r much more PRECIOUS than being broken and smashed from such story… don't u know… can't u feel that all what I've done is for ur own sake… is out of my fear on u… out of my love.. u stupid, idiot, narrow minded… retarded mind person... just dive inside u... and u know well what I mean.. u'll definitely be sure that it was only bec of my love… may be I was hard, rigid, stiff and unbearable... but it was my last way to let u know... to let u wake up… oh.. I hated myself when I pushed unmercifully but it was the only the way…
posted by My Corner at 8:42 pm | Permalink | 6 comments
I read it and liked it alot.. hope u as well حكمة الدهر
Wednesday, August 02, 2006

حكمـة الدهر

القصة أن شيخاً كان يعيش فوق تل من التلال ويملك جواداً وحيداً محبباً إليه ففر جواده وجاء إليه جيرانه يواسونه لهذا الحظ العاثر فأجابهم بلا حزن وما أدراكم أنه حظٌ عاثر؟
وبعد أيام قليلة عاد إليه الجواد مصطحباً معه عدداً من الخيول البريّة فجاء إليه جيرانه يهنئونه على هذا الحظ السعيد فأجابهم بلا تهلل وما أدراكم أنه حظٌ سعيد؟
ولم تمضي أيام حتى كان إبنه الشاب يدرب أحد هذه الخيول البرية فسقط من فوقه وكسرت ساقه وجاءوا للشيخ يواسونه في هذا الحظ السيء فأجابهم بلا هلع وما أدراكم أنه حظ سيء؟
وبعد أسابيع قليلة أعلنت الحرب وجند شباب القرية وأعفت إبن الشيخ من القتال لكسر ساقه فمات في الحرب شبابٌ كثر.
وهكذا ظل الحظ العاثر يمهد لحظ سعيد والحظ السعيد يمهد لحظ عاثر الى ما لا نهاية في القصة وليست في القصة فقط بل وفي الحياة لحد بعيد.
فأهل الحكمة لا يغالون في الحزن على شيء فاتهم لأنهم لا يعرفون على وجهة اليقين إن كان فواته شراً خالص أم خير خفي أراد الله به أن يجنبهم ضرراً أكبر، ولا يغالون أيضاً في الابتهاج لنفس السبب، ويشكرون الله دائماً على كل ما أعطاهم ويفرحون بإعتدال ويحزنون على مافاتهم بصبر وتجمل.
وهؤلاء هم السعداء فأن السعيد هو الشخص القادر على تطبيق مفهوم (الرضى بالقضاء والقدر)
ويتقبل الاقدار بمرونة وايمان لا يفرح الإنسان لمجرد أن حظه سعيد فقد تكون السعاده طريقًا للشقاء.
والعكس بالعكس

posted by My Corner at 1:33 pm | Permalink | 5 comments